| HIII ok so it has been absolutely forever since I last updated! I attempted to do it the other day at work, but my boss came back so I had to act like I was actually working instead! Anyways...this one might be rather lengthy since it has been awhile....
First of all I keep getting excited for this summer... I know we have awhile, but there is so much stuff for me to look forward....first of all, everyone will be home and together again for awhile which is always awesome, then what stirred all of this up was, we have to go get our pictures taken this week so we can get or passports to go to the Bahamas!!!! and then it will be nice to be done with classes for awhile so I can finally work more to save money for school and sleep more!!!
Okay here is the whole life part dealing with school and choices we have all been reading about on each others xangas....i am having to figure all this stuff out and it sucks, like many of you know! My head has been all jumbled up the past few weeks. So my mom brought it to my attention the fact that there are so many good schools out there that do not cost as much as OSU, this lead me to start thinking about EVERYTHING! Im sure you have heard that I no longer intend to go there next year for many reasons, but money in particular. I love all of you, but college is about meeting new people and experiencing new things and I don't think that I could venture out as much there! This is, also, starting to be the time where we have to do things for ourselves and what is best for us! I can't be selfish towards my parents either...there are so many good schools that cost so much less where I know I can have just as much fun! I, as many of you may know, work a lot! I work, though, becuase I don't like having to count on my parents for money. I don't make them pay for anything really! It's not that they don't have the money or that they won't...it's just the type of person I have always been... I like to be independent when it comes to that! And knowing there is no way in hell I can afford school; I still don't want to make them put a hole in their wallets either! I, also, have no intention on being head high in loans when I get out of school! anyways.... so I have been looking at some other schools trying to keep my options open! I went to visit U of A Ft. Smith and it was really nice. I was impressed. I have been tring to think of other schools too, and my mom said...what ever happened to the idea of UCO? (well that was and idea me whit and ash had and like many of our ideas, never happened-- for what reason, who know?) so that is my next step to go and look at UCO again and maybe stay there one weekend to get the whole experience, it is a nice school, a little less expensive, and it is still close to many of you-- which are all things I am looking for... if anyone has an idea of other school let me know?
Ok ill stop since I know this is all everyone has been talking about, but seriously... I have no idea what I want to do with my life!!!! I wish it was so much easier....
I love you all and plan on taking a lot of time off of work coming up to travel the state and visit all of you! Have a good week! XOXO |
